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28 April 2010
awwww.
well,
I like her, it just pop-UP u know. but im surely like her,
she makes me feel better when we chatting,
when school's finished, i always looking for her xD,
its rare for me to have a chance chatting with her,
so im kinda exited when we engage in conversation,
but there was 1 tiny problem for me, haih.
I like her even though she likes my best friend :|
I like her, it just pop-UP u know. but im surely like her,
she makes me feel better when we chatting,
when school's finished, i always looking for her xD,
its rare for me to have a chance chatting with her,
so im kinda exited when we engage in conversation,
but there was 1 tiny problem for me, haih.
I like her even though she likes my best friend :|
today's story
simple less short. im sick, let just say its a GASTRIK. after math period i stay in kaunseling's room and sleep till school is finished. hopefully recover back fast :|
27 April 2010
losing.
hari ny gilee, otak amier + otak halim + otak jakhubhai + my brain. tottaly gileee. especially time physics. memekak jea keje tanpa arah tuju. 1 kelas marah, who cares, i got my tension release. only fatimah know how i feel :| thanks for intro.
my true purpose is, yet my post have been an issues for this few days. some of them, no most of them surely think im a jerk. yeah because im thinking like that right now. so i want to say SORRY for every single words for the last few post. its a blog. i make it like my diary. but im letting u all read it. i dont know why? LOL. mybe because i dont have anyone to talk about with my own really problem. my mom? she's busy taking care of others and she's not really good at this sosial thingy. my brother? hes too busy even i text like 2-3 times he dint reply. then he call late at night telling he will not coming to home, working issues. okay fine. my elder sister? i admid she has many experiences but, shes to farr, i need someone who is near. besides she has a son to care off. my younger sister? im not very GOOD with her. always has something to fight off T.T. lastly my dad? hes working overseaaaa, how the hell im going to contact him? besides. he hate when im talking about sosial =.= . so what? im the one left. im relying in my own friends.
i have a close friends to talk about my problem. but still, i cant find a friend who is really care about others, the only one i knew was zack, god i miss you so much zacky, he died in 2007 in a car accident, bulan syawal, otw back to his village for RAYA. the only note that he left to me is 'ajie, if anything happen to neither you or me, our bonds still hold the momment that we shared together since we first met, be tough for your upcoming journeys' thats it. oh yesh he teach me alot of things. then when i came up with a friend that do something like THIS. i cried for a momment. mybe its my first time. idk. im hopping i came up with an idea to solve this thing. even im a prs. this sucks.
Enough with the emo, lol. anyway im sorry again, to him, mr.blue guy. im not really mad at you. im still smiling at you in class, pjk, see? im okayy with you. HAHA. but things change abit now dont you? i dont want to make a step if you wont. lets be fair (; i know you can. please dont let things like me and aizad happen again. that would be sucks.
*oh and the girls, LOL i dont have any hard feeling to all of you. be cool. thanks for the girl that text me telling about it. but i cant, to shy! u know. and. things not in agood conditions yet.
my true purpose is, yet my post have been an issues for this few days. some of them, no most of them surely think im a jerk. yeah because im thinking like that right now. so i want to say SORRY for every single words for the last few post. its a blog. i make it like my diary. but im letting u all read it. i dont know why? LOL. mybe because i dont have anyone to talk about with my own really problem. my mom? she's busy taking care of others and she's not really good at this sosial thingy. my brother? hes too busy even i text like 2-3 times he dint reply. then he call late at night telling he will not coming to home, working issues. okay fine. my elder sister? i admid she has many experiences but, shes to farr, i need someone who is near. besides she has a son to care off. my younger sister? im not very GOOD with her. always has something to fight off T.T. lastly my dad? hes working overseaaaa, how the hell im going to contact him? besides. he hate when im talking about sosial =.= . so what? im the one left. im relying in my own friends.
i have a close friends to talk about my problem. but still, i cant find a friend who is really care about others, the only one i knew was zack, god i miss you so much zacky, he died in 2007 in a car accident, bulan syawal, otw back to his village for RAYA. the only note that he left to me is 'ajie, if anything happen to neither you or me, our bonds still hold the momment that we shared together since we first met, be tough for your upcoming journeys' thats it. oh yesh he teach me alot of things. then when i came up with a friend that do something like THIS. i cried for a momment. mybe its my first time. idk. im hopping i came up with an idea to solve this thing. even im a prs. this sucks.
Enough with the emo, lol. anyway im sorry again, to him, mr.blue guy. im not really mad at you. im still smiling at you in class, pjk, see? im okayy with you. HAHA. but things change abit now dont you? i dont want to make a step if you wont. lets be fair (; i know you can. please dont let things like me and aizad happen again. that would be sucks.
*oh and the girls, LOL i dont have any hard feeling to all of you. be cool. thanks for the girl that text me telling about it. but i cant, to shy! u know. and. things not in agood conditions yet.
26 April 2010
difference.
Talking about friends, i have so many of them. among those friends there a few of them that i care so much. recently, i have this best friend of mine, i wont say his name but his a boy lah kan. he has a crush on this girl, so everytime in school he would come to me talk about the girl, he ask for my advice. ask for my opinion. seek my help. blabla and blah. For sure lah i give advice and opinions kan? i give it all base on my experience all the waaayy. he was so happy. im chilling (; BUT, this is before i went for my umrah for 2 weeks. after that, things change dramaticly even i dont know what the hell is happening.
NOW, he dosent talk to me about the girl. except if i ask. duhh. jarang tegur like usual. in facts. he broke his promise :| okayy, if you think your that good just go ahead lah bro. so generally he has a new friends. the girls and the geng. after finish school always and always go for the girls. yeah i know their under your supervision MR. nice guy. but dont you think thats way to evil for your fellow friends? and guess what? among the girls he know that i like 1 of them. then he goes hangout with them without inviting ME, as promise. In conclusion, im just gonna say that you are a friend-forgoter. ur lack of simpathy and friendship bonds making you like this. dont get mad. it just, my opinions now towards you. and im really dissapointed |: bye.
NOW, he dosent talk to me about the girl. except if i ask. duhh. jarang tegur like usual. in facts. he broke his promise :| okayy, if you think your that good just go ahead lah bro. so generally he has a new friends. the girls and the geng. after finish school always and always go for the girls. yeah i know their under your supervision MR. nice guy. but dont you think thats way to evil for your fellow friends? and guess what? among the girls he know that i like 1 of them. then he goes hangout with them without inviting ME, as promise. In conclusion, im just gonna say that you are a friend-forgoter. ur lack of simpathy and friendship bonds making you like this. dont get mad. it just, my opinions now towards you. and im really dissapointed |: bye.
yess
Oh yeaaah. i deleted all my post. why? because i want too. old post have a really zero-point issues. hate it. dont want to recall past story :| so let just talk about new things would you?
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